Challenge day 09: Someone you wish you could meet.

 

Oprah Winfrey. :)

She's my inspiration.

♥

Challenge day 08: My favorite internet friend.

There's this person, whom I've been friends with for almost 10 years. I've seen him a couple of times in school, way back in primary, but we've never actually had a proper conversation in real life before. And that is why, he's my favorite internet friend.

Many of you may wonder, how exactly do I keep our friendship this long without even meeting or how we'd actually be able to stay friends through the virtual world. Well, our bond is that strong. :)

I remember few years back, when I used to dislike him so much. I thought he was a real jerk because of his inconsiderate and rude attitude, which I assumed was the actual him. But after a few conversations, did I come to realize that he was one of the sweetest person I've ever met in my entire life. He soon became one of the closest people in my life whom I'm so very afraid to lose.

He was always my listening ear every time I go through a broken heart. The person who wishes me last on my birthday, just because. The only guy who falls in love with me, and yet still be able to stay friends. The one who stays with me during Valentine's, (because I was always single on that special day.) The person who never fails to make me laugh, even when I don't feel like smiling. And of course, the only friend who'd always be able to make me feel better about myself, by downgrading himself every time I fail a subject. :)

I can't tell you how much he means to me, and I don't think he'll ever know that. But I hope at some point in his life, he'd remember that I used to be a part of his life. A friend he'll never be able to forget. A friend he'll always keep so very dear to his heart.

I love you, A.C. x

Challenge day 07: An ex friend.

Skipped day 4, 5 and 6 , because for 1, I've got nothing better to talk about my siblings in order to not sound cliche. 2, I love everyone in general, therefore I can't really state a specific person to talk about. And 3, I can't recall anyone whom I've labeled as stranger in my life.
So here I am, on the 7th challenge: An ex friend. :)

 

I lost her when I was 12. No, she did not die, or was involved in a car accident. I just, lost her friendship. It was over something stupid. Something that caused her lost of trust on me. Her assumptions, her silence, her disappointment towards me. Everything. It broke down the wall I built with her for 6 years.
All because of a single mistake, a lie.
Who could have known, just by being a single step too late would have caused a whole life time of regret. A lost of someone who held so much value in my tiny life 5 years ago.

I miss you, my dear friend.

And I hope you're doing well over there. 

Challenge day 03: My parents.

I skipped day 2, since I've got no crush and I doubt I'll have one anytime time soon. So I'm gonna talk about my parents. :)

No pictures are to be shown, since my mom dislikes having her picture put up on the internet, assuming that she might get mom-napped one day after being seen by a serial killer or some stalker of hers/mine. Yes, her imagination is that creative and wild. And people wonder why we're related. *Stares into space*.
As for my dad, he doesn't care. But ever since my mother implanted that scary thought into my head, I've decided not to place any photos of them here. I mean, who knows right? Rofl.

Okay, lets start off with my dad. *Breathes in*

My dad, I swear, is one of the biggest critic I've ever had in my life. And trust me, I'm not the only one in the family who thinks this way about him. Lets just say, he has a habit of criticizing the way you dress, the way you look, your body size, your hair, your face, your skin complexion/condition, the way you talk/walk, the way you eat, etc etc.. And the list goes on. No one in the family has not been commented or *whispers* insulted by him before. Maybe that's the reason why I'm always so hard on myself, or that I'm always aware of the way I look. But yeah, I swear, if it wasn't for him, maybe I would have ended up being despised by the outside world instead? Who knows. :)
As for his good traits? He's a very, protective dad. *cough* sometimes too protective.

My mom, on the other hand, is the total opposite of my dad.

One word to describe her? Generous. Yes, she's generous. No other bigger words could describe how much she means to me, and all the things she has sacrificed in her life for me and the family.
& maybe when I have the chance one day, I'd like to make a best mother award and present it to her.
Hopefully that would put a smile on her face for once. A true, and sincere smile.♥

Challenge day 01: My best friend.

 

This sweet, beautiful girl up there, is my best friend. :)

We've been friends for almost three solid years, and I know, though 3 years isn't a big number, but for the things between to us to grow stronger and deeper? It sure is a big, big number. :)

She's been amazing to me throughout our entire friendship, and I swear, I would never, ever trade her for anything or anyone in the world 'cause for you to find a friend like her, is one of the hardest shizz in your entire life. She's just one in a million, and she's definitely a keeper. ♥

As cliche as it may sound, I never knew that we'd one day be this close and be this much important to each other as how I imagined our friendship few years back. It started out just like any other typical school day, *and yes, we've talked about this a million and one times before* with me assuming she was chinese, and her thinking I was a retard with the kind of specs that stood out from any other chinese girl in a chinese private school. ;) naw, I made that "stood out from any other chinese girl* part. ha-ha but yeah, the retard part was true though. :p

Well, our friendship pretty much grew from that day onwards and things eventually fell into place after we clicked through a small conversation, *which must've been about something strange, but yeah*. & to be honest, I've never felt any luckier than this to have found someone who shares so many things in common with me. All those little things like our choice of clothing, our criteria in the right boyfriend *whom we never end up with, sadly*, our thoughts on the changing society, our type of food, and of course, we share the same kind of sarcasm and sense of humor. ;)

All I can say is, I'm definitely very blessed to have her in my life. :')
She's wonderful just the way she is, and I would never have her any other way.

I love you sexy ass,

hope this puts a small on your lovely face. ♥

P/s: Note that I'm being nice. HA-HA :p
Nevertheless, I still love you. TEE-HEE!

50 day challenges. ;)

I saw this post on a friend of mine's blog, (Janice) a few weeks ago and decided maybe I should take up the challenge as well. Besides, I've got nothing better to do, so why not!


Day 01: Your best friend.
Day 02: Your crush
Day 03: Your parents.
Day 04: Your sibling (or closest relative).
Day 05: Someone you love.
Day 06: A stranger.
Day 07: Your ex (boyfriend/girlfriend/friend/crush)
Day 08: Your favorite Internet friend.
Day 09: Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10: Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Day 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12: The person you hate most or someone who caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14: Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15: The person you miss the most.
Day 16: Someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17: Someone from your childhood.
Day 18: A person in your life that you know that you wish you could be.
Day 19: Someone that pesters your mind, good or bad.
Day 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21: Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23: The last person you kissed.
Day 24: Someone who judged you.
Day 25: The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26: The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27: The friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28: Someone that changed your life.
Day 29: The person that you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid to.
Day 30: Your reflection in the mirror.
Day 31: Someone that you hold a grudge against.
Day 32: Your Significant Other (Or best friend)
Day 33: The person you admire the most.
Day 34: A Celebrity crush
Day 35: A distant relative.
Day 36: Your pet.
Day 37: Someone you walked past today that caught your eye.
Day 38: A character in a book/movie/show that you relate to.
Day 39: The last person you said goodbye to.
Day 40: Someone you wanted to yell at.
Day 41: The person you envy the most.
Day 42: Someone you know who lied to you.
Day 43: Someone you've lied to.
Day 44: Your best friend in the whole wide world when you were a kid.
Day 45: A person who has taken you by storm, flipping your world upside down, in a good way.
Day 46: Someone who shares something in common with you that you know of.
Day 47: Someone you think is awesome.
Day 48: Your very first imaginary friend.
Day 49: The last person you shared a hug with.
Day 50: To someone you wanted to help.

I miss school. ):

And I'm not even kidding. 

I seriously miss waking up at the most ungodly hour just to prepare for school.

I miss seeing my best friends, course mates and school mates.

I miss attending lectures. (Yes, you got me right. I DO miss attending classes.)

All that I'm trying to say is that, I'm absolutely ROTTING at home. I know I should be finding something to do, or should be flipping through my notes to get prepared for my finals. But I like the fact that I'd be waking up to school every single day, knowing that my schedules' all tight and packed. I'd rather be busy than bore myself to death, facing these four walls the moment I open my eyes.

I hate to admit this, but, I can't wait for school to reopen. I can't wait for Semester 3 to start as well.