Friday, December 2, 2011

Challenge day 08: My favorite internet friend.



There's this person, whom I've been friends with for almost 10 years. I've seen him a couple of times in school, way back in primary, but we've never actually had a proper conversation in real life before. And that is why, he's my favorite internet friend.

Many of you may wonder, how exactly do I keep our friendship this long without even meeting or how we'd actually be able to stay friends through the virtual world. Well, our bond is that strong. :)

I remember few years back, when I used to dislike him so much. I thought he was a real jerk because of his inconsiderate and rude attitude, which I assumed was the actual him. But after a few conversations, did I come to realize that he was one of the sweetest person I've ever met in my entire life. He soon became one of the closest people in my life whom I'm so very afraid to lose.

He was always my listening ear every time I go through a broken heart. The person who wishes me last on my birthday, just because. The only guy who falls in love with me, and yet still be able to stay friends. The one who stays with me during Valentine's, (because I was always single on that special day.) The person who never fails to make me laugh, even when I don't feel like smiling. And of course, the only friend who'd always be able to make me feel better about myself, by downgrading himself every time I fail a subject. :)

I can't tell you how much he means to me, and I don't think he'll ever know that. But I hope at some point in his life, he'd remember that I used to be a part of his life. A friend he'll never be able to forget. A friend he'll always keep so very dear to his heart.

I love you, A.C. x

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Challenge day 07: An ex friend.

Skipped day 4, 5 and 6 , because for 1, I've got nothing better to talk about my siblings in order to not sound cliche. 2, I love everyone in general, therefore I can't really state a specific person to talk about. And 3, I can't recall anyone whom I've labeled as stranger in my life.
So here I am, on the 7th challenge: An ex friend. :)

I lost her when I was 12. No, she did not die, or was involved in a car accident. I just, lost her friendship. It was over something stupid. Something that caused her lost of trust on me. Her assumptions, her silence, her disappointment towards me. Everything. It broke down the wall I built with her for 6 years.
All because of a single mistake, a lie.
Who could have known, just by being a single step too late would have caused a whole life time of regret. A lost of someone who held so much value in my tiny life 5 years ago.

I miss you, my dear friend.
And I hope you're doing well over there.