For the past few weeks, I haven't been able to sleep well due to the amount of work load that I've been trying so hard to complete because I, as usual, procrastinated the entire time which resulted to finishing up my assignments at the very last minute. Unfortunately, I can't seem to be bothered enough to kick off this bad habit of mine. (Well, I have tried to get rid of it for countless number of times, but sadly, it is to no avail.) However, I will make this an additional resolution to this year to actually be a tad bit more progressive. Due to the numerous number of disappointments from my family, I've finally waken up to prioritize this issue.
I'm also kind of worried that I might not reach my expected target for my finals due to the fact that I haven't been quite as serious as I should be. Also, to receive the news that I did so ridiculously horrible in my SPM, it has pretty much pulled my self esteem lower. But then again, I'd never allow myself to stay in such state for long and will, of course stand up to make things better. Hopefully, there would be no more of these heartbreaking news in the future because I don't think I can take to see another moment of failure. =s
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